Erosion of Sanity

I Feel The Same....

2008-01-19T12:25:00.000+08:00

I feel the same as I was when I was 6 years old,
and oh my god i feel so damn old...
I wish I dont feel anything...
On a plane, I can see the tiny lights below
And oh my God, they look so alone, Do they really feel anything?

Military Vs Religion

2008-01-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

image by:andretan

The act of war or enlisting young men into the military makes me sick. If I would be given a change, I would never join the military.Oh fuck...This is not even an option..Not only does it goes against everything I believe in, but given an option I would never never make a career out of waiting to go war or just sitting around in the office everyday doing military related stuff.

Yes you might come and say shit like "A military is necessary for civil protection..We ourselves have to protect our own country" And for sure, I would have to agree in some cases. But look this is the 21st century. World War III would most definitely be the end of the world. Everything is nothing but humanity's fault in where people go to war, or building a military for the sake of power and showing who's boss.

The reason to have a military is because of a couple of well-known reasons. Greed, Power, Land, Religion, it all causes man to act "extreme". So groups of people (countries) need to develop a military to protect themselves from other greedy swines. And yeah, the reason to why we ourselves have a strong military is most likely to keep Malaysia out and also for power.

It is all very sad. Can't all humans just get along? It doesn't make perfect sense, forcing people do something against their religion. I know of Anglicans who are strictly against holding guns being forced into military prison because they are defying military orders.

People are fighting for the power of their country. It is all fueled by politicians greed, in cases such as Burma. War is used for power, not to defend the country (in most cases). The fundamental need of humans is not to live, but power.

Collective Writing for 2008....

2008-01-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

Have been really lazy for a while now, but hey..since its the new year..
I would most probably write my take on Philosophy, Religion and Science and whatever bothers me...I don't really care if anyone would read or whatsoever. I would most probably pen down thoughts in this pages or so just to cultivate a habit of writing..
I hope that all this writings would later one day be part of books that I might be writing in the future... I am really eager to just publish a book and get it out..
haha hope this would one day come true...

Every time when I stare at Pink Floyd's dark side of the moon album art or poster, It never fails to drift me into my imagination of the space and the greater beyond..and how amazing it is that the color white is made up of seven colors when its pass through a prism.. I truly believe that there is other life forms in this universe. I don't know where they are, or if we will ever find them (or if they will find us). But mathematically speaking, with the trillions of galaxies, planets, and stars there must be at least one other life harboring planet or moon. You understand what I mean if you have played retro hell games like star control or star craft to say the least...

I don't really believe those crazy ass conspiracies that predicts when the world would end and stuff... As a matter in fact..i truly feel that everything is random.
From earth to the end of this universe. It is all composed randomly. There is no divine plan or a point to humanity. This may sound grim, but it does make sense. If you take a set number of elements and release them into an endless area with endless possibilities of energy, random things will occur. Like the Big bang or that a bigger black hole would be form and thus eating up smaller planets. It never fails to amaze me how cosmic explosions in outer space would be so peaceful and beautiful...Its like everything would be in slow motion and there are sparks and debris everywhere....

Man..its startng to bug me alittle that at a blink of an eye, its already a new year..hope this year would be better than the last... Happy New Year

Singapore Marathon 2007

2007-12-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

Never ever in my life would I have imagine myself running a 42km marathon, to say the least; I was under prepared. People would usually take six months to a year to train for a full marathon, and all i really did was ran four milometers for 2 times a week, 10 days before the race. I started to train as I started to feel paranoid of dropping dead halfway during the race.

I didn't slept the night through, as I was feeling really darn excited, or rather scared. Haha.., and I left home around 3.15 for Clementi Stadium to take the shuttle bus down to the Padang. I swear to god I looked out of place while waiting for the bus to arrive. Most of the people there were fit as hell, with their runner's tees and shorts and power gels and what have you.. And I look like a silly asshat with a jacket and shorts. Everyone looked fit as hell and ready to pwn the race.

Well fast forward to the start of the race at 5.30.. It all went well till the 5km mark..I started to feel pain in my chest and I swear I wanted to just give up and go home, but I continued running anyways. Stop at a drink station and had a cup of ice cold 100-plus.. It was god sent.

After a while, You start feeling numb and running felt like nothing at all..
Anyways.. I completed the race and the final 1km was epic as hell, It was a spectacular finish. Never have I thought I would finish 42km with Marvin and felt happy that I have completed something that was seen as impossible.

I would surely take part in next year's run again..seriously..the feeling you get while running 42km is amazing.. even words cannot explain the feeling..Hey if me being a lazy fat ass can complete a marathon, I am sure everyone can too. Impossible is nothing really..

and now...I only have to deal with all the cramps and blisters on my legs.... :(

"I Don't Want the World..."

2007-11-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

"I don't want the world; I just want your half,"
tmbg-'ana ng'

If I were to label myself, I would most probably be the laziest motherfucker around.
I haven't been blogging shit for the last 2 weeks or so, and just when i thought this would all end, I suddenly felt like talking again...
It just seem to me that I have enjoyed life so much better in the nineties then the twenty-first century...even music was way better back in the days. I haven't been listening to any new music for as long as I remember...

Everything to me seem pretty clusterfuck right now..It came so suddenly that I have to choose my specialization and everything in just seven days.. pretty fucked up.
If you were given to choose between a pile of cow dung..a bag of garbage and a rancid pile of dead bodies..what would you choose...this is what my specializations are...-- bunch of bullcrappppp
fuckeverything...

Crazy Ang Mor...

2007-11-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

Fuck...It's confirmed.. Today was the last episode of Prison break of the year it seems. It seems Nick Santora is going on a strike too... Jesus fuckkkkk... this is total bullshit.. Crash and Burn is the best episode this season, Whistler tried to escape with help from the company, which involves a helicopter and a lot of guns
only to be twat by Scofield. And its apparent Mohone is going back to Sona :(
It ends with Scofield being escorted off Sona because he's causing too much trouble. Spoilers said hes being led off to solitary confinement. T___T

First it was heroes and now this...Heroes was starting to get good when they revealed Adam is Kensei and shit.Heroes is confirmed to end at episode 11.
The writer's strike is ridiculous..

Read more about the writer's strike : HERE!

I am so sad..whatsup with these crazy "angmors"??

Ubuntu Isn't Just an Operating System....

2007-11-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

Now..there is Ubuntu cola..no shit
Apparently Ubuntu is trying to promote their branding and shit , hoping to push the operating system off the top hit on Google searches for the name. Kudos to them.

Population Upsizing...And everything Negative..

2007-10-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

I don't know about you, but I sure damn feel that nowadays, its so hard to find my own space. I don't know if you have realise that over the last couple of years, we have like 1.68 million more residents residing on this tiny island. Imagine the fact that 4.68 million people are living on just a total area of 704 sq km. Jesus fuck. Do the maths... Everywhere I go, it seems to me that everyone is squeezing through shopping malls, trains and even on buses. The Sunday crowd at Orchard road is insane. I seriously miss the time where Singaporeans were compared to the total number of cows in New Zealand. I mean its like, What the fuck!!, we are paying "foreign talents" tens of thousands every month to be our creative directors, it seriously brings the joke back on Us. .... and not forgetting your construction workers and study mamas..

Its not so hard to find the root of this problem, this is what you get when you live in a country which is so full of itself, and OVERLY obsessed over performance and perfection. It was the last straw for me when they started to make plans on building a motor GT race course(and of course certain other issues), just when you fucking thought a F1 race was bad enough. Then again, this might be sign that this country wants to stray away from the fact that we are a tiny red dot. But what are you really trying to prove to the others when you fucking try to build the longest expressway in the whole of SEA, ... the largest Ferris Wheel in Asia, ...the best worldclass integrated resort(not one but two )... First in the world night race for the formula one... and not forgetting first in the world A380 airplane... If i was Hungary, I am sure to be jealous as hell right?

and Mr president...whats your take on the new penal code 377A.. lol its funny that there isn't and views or whatsoever from yours truly. The new penal code is something so lame and unfair altogether. LOL..its a fucking offence to have butt sex. LOL COME THE FUCK ON... I am sure there would be like special agents hanging around hotels, and bust into the rooms where gay couples have just checked in and arrest them in the future. I am pretty sure its a FIRST IN THE WORLD Kinna of offence too. (then again dumbledore is gay too..lolol) I am pretty disgusted by what is happening right now... Do all the shit you want..and let this country burn to hell for all i care..
lol...

You be the judge, Are you happy here?.. I sure the fuck DON'T...

Digging Holes in Thin Air...

2007-10-21T14:48:00.000+08:00

How I wish we could all move to the Sun, Cause It's like digging holes in thin air
and we know that it can't be done...Sometimes it seems to me that bravery and stupidity go hand in hand, and if so, I guess that makes me the bravest man.
And if I were to tell you my theories are borrowed from somewhere else, and I never had too many to talk about, but you were real quick to point out, well that was borrowed too.
You need a permit if you're gonna build shit,
and you can't get one so nothing gets built, and your house is standing on a foot and a half of silt. And it's just like digging holes in thin air, and you god damn know it can't be done...

I have this thought of writing articles for reader's digest and hopefully getting my shit published and getting paid for it. However this shit sounds like digging holes in thin air too, it just can't be done...

Ignorance...

2007-10-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

I haven't been writing lately, you might call me lazy or whatsoever, but it seems to me that I have a case of what you call a writer's block. It just as thought it seems that I have lost almost every inspiration in my head to think of something good to write. Politics is fucked, it just seems to me the world is fucked. Look at fucking Burma, that place is insane right now, and look at how fucked up America is, - Exchange rate was 1.46 last week against the Singapore dollar. It was 1.7 just two years ago.

It just seems to be how ignorant people are nowadays. The trip to Shenzhen 2 weeks ago make me ponder on certain issues. Its pretty amazing how China was once upon a time a slum and look at it now, The city has more Starbucks and MacDonald's every 100 metres that you could find in Orchard Road. Give it ten years, and China would be the next super power. The country is vastly improving and yet people are still very much ignorant of its changes. I guess the main reason to all this ignorance is because people are selfish, all they really care about is themselves, no one gives a fuck about what is happening around us. You don't see kids giving fuck about the environment, you don't see them giving a shit about politics either. That's a reason to why we are so fuckedd..

I have time and time again sat and think about how this insane island has changed so drastically over the last couple of years. Its scary just to see how changes can take place so quickly. There's a saying that goes - Life imitates the virtual world. And its true. Back in the day, when i was a primary school student, no one had a mobile phone, and look where is that now? Almost all of them owns one. Everyone now has broadband access to the Internet. Telecommunications infrastructure are at its peak, and yet look at shitty singtel(fucking Nintendo-Wifi) and the 3G network(always failing). It begs me to wonder if the world would be a better place if we went back to basic.

Nintendo Ds Lite Review:

2007-10-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

I managed to get my hands on a US version of the Nintendo DS Lite last week, of course in the limited edition crimson Red, prior to its October 4th release in Japan. Honestly, I am not much of a portable gamer type guy. The only handhelds I've owned were a Gameboy Pocket and the Advance back when I was 12 or something.

When I saw the product features of the DS Lite, and comparisons/improvements over its predecessor the DS, I started taking interest in the unit. Not to mention the brand new title Legends of Zelda: Phantom Hour Glass, being released this week, something I really wanted to play.

Nintendo is really giving its product lines a facelift, and this is undoubtedly attributed to the popularity Apple has achieved with its iPod line. This new style isn't only applied with the DS Lite, but the Nintendo Wii as well, Sleek, shiney, small and sexy and cost less than the playstation 3. They are as much of a fashion piece as they are an entertainment piece. The DS Lite itself isnt a whole lot bigger than an iPod, and is about as thick as a single DVD case. How they managed to pack so much into a small unit, I'll never know (especially given the huge size of the Nintendo 64 and its game cartridges).

Battery was nearly at a full charge right out of the box, extra points there. Theres nothing more dreadful than receiving a new device and having to charge it for a few hours before you can do anything with it. As far as charging goes, 3 hours gets you a full charge, and you can play for triple that before recharging. The DS Lite boots up in less than 10 seconds, from power on to game screen (or the system options, if thats how you choose to boot up). You're up and running in no time, wheather you choose to play the game, or to hop online via the DS Lite built-in WiFi capability.( Fuck Singtel though..they blocked nintendo wifi. =[ )

First, I tried out an old favorite of mine, Mario 64 for the DS. Simply amazing how they fit that into the handheld and retained pretty much the entire N64 version, and even added more features and new areas. The controls were extremely responsive, yet it feels odd to play a 3d game without an analog stick. You can use either the D-pad to move about, or the touch screen. Both take some getting used to, but no more than an hour learning curve at best. Along with the Revolution Four, You don't have to buy games anymore. It's hard for me to realize I am playing Mario 64 on something slightly larger than an iPod, when the N64 was a large console. This is a great purchase.

Cost me Less than 400 dollars for the whole package.. Amazing stuff...

Scientology My Ass...

2007-09-30T13:52:00.000+08:00

"Tom Cruise building $10 Million Bunker to Protect against Alien attack"

Hollywood star Tom Cruise is planning to build a bunker at his Colorado home to protect his family in the event of an intergalactic alien attack, according to new reports. The Mission Impossible actor, who is a dedicated follower of Scientology, is reportedly fearful that deposed galactic ruler 'Xenu' is plotting an evil revenge attack on Earth.

Tom has turned into a ignorant crazy asshole.. I miss the times when art imitates life, not the other way around ...this shows, people are getting dumber and dumber..god saves us all..FUCK

Read More! Click

Prison Break Season 1 Episode 3 Reviews..

2007-09-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

Oh my fucking god.. I've just watched finished the first episode of season 3, and god must I say it was amazing. Sona is hell. It starts out with Michael being surrounded by a huge crowd of angry men yelling. Michael looks scared and horrified.
Five minutes in to the scene, a fight club broke out in the courtyard and one of the fighter died.

The whole of the first episode gave me a pretty good idea of the outlook of Sona. Lincoln was all about breaking Micheal out in the fist 20 minutes, but later backed out when he realised his son was kidnapped by the mystery man who wanted Michael in Sona. It seems he wanted Micheal to break some out out of Sona.

Tons of new characters, Jezz.. I can't wait for the Second episode already..
FUck..2 More hours to my results..

So last night I had a dream that...

2007-09-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

In my dream, I was at a bar in Las Vegas. Me, my brother, and Bob Dylan got in a bar brawl against like 5 guys and we kicked all of their asses. And I accidentally shot one of them in the head, so we put him in the passenger's seat of Bob's convertible and just made it look like he was asleep until we got far enough out into the desert where me and Bob Dylan proceeded to dig a hole while my brother was the lookout.

Woke up feeling like shit, I guess I have been listening to too much of Bob Dylan and the Beatles. Abbey Road is pretty relaxing. It's hard to listen to a better album. The Beatles and Bob Dylan get me through lonely weekends.

Facebook...

2007-09-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

It confuses me to a point of disbelieve to why people, like my peers are still using old-school social networking websites like friendster.com, where sites like facebook has taken over the majority of members and users. Its kind of ironic for people who are so into youtubing or whatsoever, and yet stuck on an old-school platform that hasn't change in ages and is just a rip-off template of myspace.

Dumb and Dumber...

2007-09-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

Recently, there are a couple of things that bothers me, till the point I loose sleep thinking about it. Its seems to be just a fact that people seem to be getting dumber and dumber, you know that we have all these amazing technologies and yet computers have basically turned into four figure wank machines. The Internet was supposed to set us free , democratize us, but all its really giving us is all this online poker crap and twenty four seven - day access to kiddy porn. People, they don't write anymore, they blog. Instead of talking, they text message, no punctuation, no grammar or whatsoever. L-O-L this and L-M-F-O that. It just seems to me that it just a bunch of stupid people sudo communicating with another bunch of stupid people in a pronto language that resembles more like a language cavemen used to speak. It gets pretty annoying when people would make use of the Internet language and put it in actual speech. I hate it when you have people over for dinner, and they suddenly went - BRB, I need to use the loo.

What does all this mean? The Internet is taking over ? or that we humans has lose the ability to speak in a proper manner?

Odex'ed...

2007-09-10T16:06:00.000+08:00

So I was at Holland village for lunch last Saturday, and went to wait for my Dad to fetch me home after that. He came minutes later, and we were on our way home, while at the traffic light junction(between queenway seconadary and the community centre), We saw like four red riot bus turning into Queens Close. (Wha, that bus looks like its off a comic book). My dad exclaimed. (Maybe that Teo guy is held inside the bus leh, going off to remand prison. who Knows.)- I exclaimed. I didn't think much of the incident much after.

The incident came back to mind the morning after, when I read all about the four obscure riot bus online over breakfast. The reason to the mobilization of the riot bus is because some Otakus(tech & anything anime) decided to hold a protest at Orchard youth park. It wasn't something that major where people would march on the streets and shit, but they were there for a photography session. Taking photos of their toys holding anti- Odex flags.

Imagine this, A photography session could bring about four police riot bus and last year's silent protest outside the CPF building by Chee and gang could mobilize the Swat team and ten police cars. Sometimes it really begs me to wonder if Singapore is really a Forbidden City. I am pretty sure there are tons of police man with their Mp5 inside those crazy riot bus.

Lol and I was telling Eric a couple of weeks back that I would spent like seventeen dollars buying a Odex boxset and cutting it ouside their Building. Jesus, and if I did that. I wonder what the fuck would happen. Perhaps I would be immediately brought to the police station for questioning. Newton is right. For every force or action, there is always an equal but oppositely reaction, haha Karma bitch.
I am pretty sure Odex is a thing of the past since its been getting too much attention, Time for them to close down and go cry somewhere else.

Read more about it here:
Yingpingotakuworld!!!

On a side note, I am in the midst of reformatting my computer, I was actually downloading the leaked to Prison Break Season 3 Episode 1. Unfortunately the file of 350 MB turned out to be a trojan horse. It requires some sort of a special player to play the video(3W player). I googled it,and turns out they are right. Its a fucking trojan with tons of malware. I wonder what pleasure do people derive from such tricks. Fucking walmare and trojan =(

Amazing Download Speed

2007-09-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

I couldn't believe I could get such amazing speed a while ago..and now its all back to normal again with shitty 20 kb/ps speeds..

so much for torrents... :/

Internet Hate Machine...

2007-09-04T12:59:00.000+08:00

Just...wow. Leave it to FOX News to get almost everything wrong.
Lol.. To put things into prospective, there is no such thing as a cyber-gang called anonymous. Lmfao, internet gang... What is this, Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex?[/anime shit]. Its hilarious for fox news to call 4chan a "secret hacking website", where its only just an imagineboard where people would just rant on random shit. 4chan in my opinion is amazing, tons of random stuff to read when you are super bored. And ps, anonymous is being forced as a nick on that site. On the subject of hackers, why the hell would someone waste their time to hack other people's shit.

Second of all, NOBODY POSTED A VIDEO OF A VAN BLOWING UP. It was delicious copypasta of a guy and his friend trying to write something scary, and FBI got holded of it and he got pwned. Now he's in federal ass fuck prison.

On the topic of the lulz killer:
His name is alex wuori.
More info on alex here.

Fox didn't "research" anything, they just took what this kid said and put it on the air. they also reported on "emo/scene" and said kids listen to the music because they are depressed.

fox11 = ridiculous

ps: DESTROY DIE ATTACK

Samsung YP-K3 Review...

2007-09-03T19:46:00.000+08:00

Finally, I have got my hands on this amazing player at Comex yesterday. The offer was hard to resist. It came with a leather pouch and a four year extended warranty(1+4)and a twenty dollars voucher. Fuck the Ipod period, the K3 is really slick and it has this amazing touchscreen feature. Whats more can I ask for. It has amazing sound quality and bright OLED display.
However, the firmware loaded on this player wasn't as great initially, I had to search for the latest Korean firmware where it allows to change the back light color and more stereo options and of course, ten times more language options.

Nothing much to complain about this player except the fact that it is a fingerprint magnet and it does not allow you to create your own playlist. And lol, I personally feel the photo viewer is crappy, however the text viewer function is great, finally I can get to read some e-books without people knowing what the hell I am doing.
Non the less, its a great player. Go fucking get your hands on one of this amazing baby. 2 gig goes for SGD$199

If I have to rate this upon five stars, It definitely would get a four no doubt.

One Big Holiday...

2007-09-01T14:31:00.000+08:00

I have this amazing song stuck in my head for quite awhile now, and it pretty suits the mood I am having right now..

enjoy..

Positive/Negative...

2007-08-30T16:06:00.000+08:00

Been away for a while, well anyways the exams are over, and I feel kind of of happy and relax. I haven't felt this dead tired ever before, didn't slept for two days straight, and my mind was starting to play all kinds of tricks on me, and the first thing I did when I came back home was to bathe and went to bed. God damn, its the first day of the holidays officially, and I have no plans or whatsoever mapped out for the next couple of weeks. As far as exams goes, everything was pretty much a breeze. Didn't think it was that hard.llolol...

I was having this thought in my head for quite a while, and if I would have the ability to change things, I would want to go back in time and change the things I did. God damn, thinking back, I was such an asshole back when I was fourteen, I didn't like myself back then. I would have make a wiser choice of the friends I made, the way I acted. It doesn't really matter, that me changing in to a better person had took away a part of me, and the amount of confidence it took away along the way. I would maybe had the confidence to walk up to a chick and hold a serious conversation back then, lolol.

Its pretty scary to stop and think about how fast time is moving right now, it only seemed like months, but hell I have already completed like a year and a half of school and when school begins again in October, it would only just be another sixteen weeks of school with my current classmates whom really are like brothers to me. Its pretty depressing thinking about it. The army would be another issue of growing up, this country is so lame. =(
Oh, how I can wish I could make time stand still, sheit, I still feel sixteen no matter how much I delude myself in thinking I have turned eighteen and shit.
I guess I have to face up to reality that the world wouldn't satisfy me and the world wouldn't satisfy you either, as its guaranteed in life the world will let everyone down.

Peace~
I would update more later..

I'am Being Totally Serial...

2007-08-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

I haven't been blogging much lately, lol and I have lots to say but I don't even know where to start.

Exams are tomorrow, and I just wanna say good luck to all of you motherfuckers, lol I think I am not going to crap everything to my brain right now, I would most probably drink a cup of tea and chill and sleep before eleven.

I seriously can't wait for September to come. The new season to Heroes and Prison break starts on 17th September and the 24th respectively, Finally I have a good reason to look forward to Mondays...

I will start writing more serial shit when my holidays officially starts..
cheers

Movie Review : 881

2007-08-18T22:41:00.001+08:00

I had my doubts initially about watching this show, I said to myself earlier before that Royston Tan was a rebel wannabe. Indeed he is, look at what he does in 15, having problems with the censorship boards, throwing a chair during a meeting with the censorship boards because they decided to cut his film into like a 25 minutes one, and then again 4.30 wasn't that all impressive.

However he proved me wrong on this one. 881 was pretty amazing, no local movie director had ever made a musical like movie like he did. He filmed the whole show in like 22 days. Amazing stuff indeed. I felt that yeo yann yann is pretty amazing too, too bad she's like underrated. Look at Singapore Dreaming, and now this. wow.

Lol, that one hit wonder from the movie would most probably be one half each. Ji Lang Ji Pua, Kam Ching Bui Sua...

Anyways, Its worth my 4 stars :)

I Suck..Therefore I Sue...

2007-08-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

Recently there is this local Anime company, I am not saying who(I heard those motherfuckers pay your ISP money to find shit all about you and the stuff you do against their favour.) sued like fucking thousands of young kids making them pay thousands in compensation just because they downloaded Anime they bought copyright to. I am talking about nine years old kids whom their daddies and mommies are paying for their fines and know nothing about intellectual property.

This is becoming surprisingly common for fucking listed companies to sue smaller parties over the silliest of shit. Zune got sued for using the mp3 format.. Jesus fuck, what is this world coming to, Whats wrong with people? And...To make matters worst, that motherfucker(Director of that anime company) went on to boast about how many people he "double six" just by suing their ass off in a local messageboard. Of course, getting much of the attention from the general public.

Come on, Who the fuck doesn't download movies or music? I do, EVERYBODY DOES. Its not such a big of a deal. I swear to god, if some major local company were to jump on the bandwagon and start buying copyrights to shows on abc or nbc or whatever, and making it impossible to watch(download) my favourite shows, I swear I am gonna boycott Sinknet and fucking leave this country. Its pretty ironic for our local service providers claims on giving you the amount of privacy you as a consumer deserves but freak out and sold you out when they are faced with possible law suits.

These are the kinds of things that makes me sick to the bone and disgusted of being part of this country. Thank god I don't watch Anime, and ps good luck to all of you motherfuckers whom have gotten your warning letter/lawsuit from your ISP or from them.

For the record, I am pretty sure this doesn't make you more popular with consumers, nor will it make your company go listed anytime soon.

Californication, new SHO Original series...

2007-08-14T13:38:00.000+08:00

This is why I don't watch television anymore.. There is so much better stuff on the internet than there is on cable tv. Fuck.. califorication looks pretty darn good. Just watch some of the trailers on the site. Good dark comedy.. I would most probably download the whole season in HD. Hell yeah..

"Space may be the final frontier but it's made in a holly wood basement.Its understood that hollywood sells californication.slkdlaskdlasdsal"

Minesweeper The Movie

2007-08-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

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Short Talk: Haven't blog in ages, blame it all on my own laziness and that my exams are around the corner. This place is as dead as hell, It is not getting as much traffic as it used to : \ well anyways, a short post today.
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Best game on windows 3.5.. good times

"What do we do now?"
"NOW, We Guess.."
"Game Over..."
lol at the yellow smiley face guy :)

Judging People...

2007-08-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

Have it ever occurred to you that when you are judging people so damn hard, You're taking your point of views a bit too far. Time and time again, I have stopped being too quick to judge someone just by their appearance or behavior. “Oh that guy smokes, therefore he sucks!” If everyone were to judge just by their point of view, I guess everyone would most probably hate on each other and there is nothing beautiful to live for am I right?

I have never made it a point to listen to The Doors or anything written by Jim Morrison because he was such a junkie, and it’s a fact he ODed on heroine. However I decided to give it a go today, and good god, its pretty amazing that Morrison wrote a couple of good poems and good music too. That is what happens when you are too quick to judge, you start missing on the good side of life. If Jesus were to judge anyone, changes are most sinners would most probably burn in the depths of hell an there would never be a chance for salvation.

“The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask.- Jim Morrison”

That quote is simply the most powerful quote ever. I mean like hey. You are controlling your own god damn life. I hate it when my mom would come nagging at me to complete my homework and such, I do it when I feel like it, and I have proven to her that I am at least giving a shit about my school work. And all that really matters is trust. I can never understand why kids would not want to give a fuck about education. Without basic education, you are pretty much screwed over.

If you are feeling fucking depress just because you are forced in to doing shit that you hate, simply break free, its all about doing things you like really, that is what life is all about.

I am having a bitter sweet kinna of mood right now, as tomorrow would be like the last day of school, and after that it would be the exams and then the holidays, time to really fucking study. Hell yeah.

Thank God..This Shit Is Over..

2007-07-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

I seriously cannot think of another person in my life that is as much of a prick as my elder brother. For the last five weeks, all he did was sit and home and did practically nothing. I mean come on, get your lazy ass off the sofa and find a job, and like how he didn't bother to check his return flight back to Australia, only till this morning, only to realise his flight back was tonight. Jesus..what an asshole..

Anyways, just came back from the airport. Thank god he's gone. Nothing really much to be sad about, this evening was hell when he called me and asked me to buy a couple of stuff back home for him.wrf.

Its good that everything is pretty much over after this next couple of weeks. Projects were okay I guess. I had this mentally for the longest of time like how if you were to put like a hundred and ten percent into anything you do, most probably your efforts would shine through at the end of it all. I think tonight would be a good night to just chill out to some good movies and not give a fuck about anything till like sunday.

Sony Hates You..

2007-07-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

I am in the mist on deciding on whether to get a Sony psp or the Nintendo ds. As much as I hate Sony for its bullshit till beyond the point of oblivion, the features of getting to play games and watch movies just make me want to go all the way out and get one. But that brings me to another point, on what an asshole Sony is.
I mean like how they start updating their firmwares so people couldn't play downloaded games and they sell movies in their stupid proprietary format. Jesus, We as stupid consumers fail to realise how corrupted this company is. Like how the only thing they care about is making your money. They screw you over by coming out with three thousand plus notebooks and claim how good their notebooks are. Acer has the same specs for only 999. The Vaios are made in china too anyways. No matter how good they claim they are, they too recalled all of their notebooks batteries ever made because they explode, with the likes of dell and Toshiba.

Nintendo has done so much to make their consoles look so classy. Look at the Wii, the most amazing piece of console ever made with their motion controller. Back in the day when nobody gives a fuck about the Nintendo64, look at where they are at now. Legends of Zelda has brought gaming to another level where you get to slay dragons with your controller. Unless Sony comes out with something more amazing console, I swear that I would never want to get another Sony gaming console. The PlayStation 3 sucks to begin with.

The only real reason to me wanting to buy the psp would most probably play locoroco and NHL07/08 and of course watching movies on the go... (well not really..The process of converting every god damn video make the whole situation gay as hell... )

Fuck Your Scene...

2007-07-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

fuck your scene.

It seems as if I don't write about my thoughts as often as I used to. Not only does it seem that I post random shit most of the time than actually writing anything that is worth reading, but it's a fact. Generally, I would have written like a novel, but A - I' am feeling far too lazy for such things and, B - School is taking away a huge part of me on not wanting to do anything productive. I'm going to need to get myself a notebook as soon as possible, or maybe I'll start writing more serious stuff more frequently because re-runs of never ending thoughts are taking place once again. My thoughts are all over the place and it this will be proof. I just want to say that as we start to grow older, our human mind starts to evolve in a way where he start to ask questions, become smarter, however I still find a lot of people who are mentally still where they still don't ask questions or make an effort to make a change and it's pretty sad and frustrating, simply because they are my peers. God damn I am such a sensitive asshole. Irony pretty much?

fuck fuck. I remember when I used to listen to absolutely nothing but nirvana when i was 16 and wanted nothing to do with school or homework but only wanted to be in a punk band and I used to ponder on why I feel depress most of the time. Oh how things have changed. I stop listening to shitty music and I am pretty much contented with stuff with just an acoustic guitar. It seems like it that Damien Rice is one of the most amazing and talented musician ever and most of his songs are pure genius.

I could try to more intelligently transport these thoughts into your brain, but it isn't that simple. I watched a couple of video on this year's powerjam competition and started to think back on a handful of bands every decade or so, that shows up to remind us about what the music is meant for and is about. I'm not saying there aren't bands like that anymore, trust me, there are amazing bands out there. It's about getting to the forefront and making a change out of it. A bigger piece to the puzzle. I am sick of people auditioning for a god damn rock contest without even putting a hundred and ten percent of their talent, or fucking perhaps this country have no talent at all. Dishonest local scenes and people are such a cancerous evil. This are the kinds of things that makes me want to stop loving music and playing an instrument anymore. As much as I want to musically improve but as of lately I've forgotten about that old ethic of thinking: As long as you play with passion, you can't go wrong. I've written and played with the thoughts of "I wonder what they'll think" in the back of my head. But I need to get that shit out of there. Who cares? Play what you want whether it sucks or if only like ten people would give a fuck.
I've heard and seen kids around here doing their stuff, with thoughts and tastes in music. Some I must say, do get the concept of rock n roll. But the rest which is the majority wear rock n roll as if its a goddamn brand. It confuses me beyond belief. For everyone reading this, rock n roll is not about how hot the singer is. Rock n roll is not meant to be pretty. And it's not about who's friends with who in what band. It's not about popularity and it isn't a goddamn social scene. SCENES. fuck your scene. It's about passion. It's about being yourself and not being afraid to do so. It's about not thinking twice and doing things your way, the way it makes you happy. I miss originality. As much as I would to kill to play acoustic songs, I burn with everlasting passion to get a band together. Reality check, I'd try my hardest to get people an shit, but most of the time, we share different passions or blame it on not having enough time. I haven't been very vocal about a lot of things lately. Maybe it's time to change that.

Life is amazing sometimes when you're with amazing people. And when you're not, well, people get grumpy. And cynical. And sarcastic. I'm optimistic and pessimistic at the same time. Irony part two.
Its pretty obvious that people are factious most of the time it seems, like on how on the surface everything is working your way, but behind your back people are doing shit to harm you. And there are always people out there thinking that they are running the show, where they tell you on what to do and what not to. I mean, who the hell make them the boss? If someone were to tell you that you have a bad sense of style and you were to listen to them and do something about it , wouldn't that be like loosing part of yourself? fuckingirony..

Anyways for people doing things and making music for the wrong reasons, I probably hate you.Jesus christ, this took me three hours to write this shit down. If you have read the whole post, I salute you.

Real Life Kwik-E-Marts

2007-07-14T10:57:00.000+08:00

As much of a Simpsons whore i am, holy fuck this shit is seriously warming my heart.

Seven Eleven apprently converted all of their stores to kwik e mart to promote the simpsons movie, and the employees all wear Apu shirts! Fucking amazing.

God damn, they should do the same over here... I wanna get my hands on some Krusty O's...

Gnarcast 01: Random Mix

2007-07-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

GnarCast....

2007-07-12T18:58:00.001+08:00

I am having this fucking amazing idea of having my own fucking gnarcast..
where I would put up my playlist and shit...like my very own radio station and shit, I was thinking of doing that years ago but didn't really have the potential to go about making one.. Now with imeem, I think I am able to get some shit done.
Fucking awesome...
Make sure to look out for my very own gnarcast in the upcoming weeks..

GNAR~~~

Finally...

2007-07-11T11:36:00.000+08:00

Finally, my rare CDs came in the mails today.. god damn.. Its been a good ten days.
Gotten back my mark tom and travis show cds and the Australian limited edition print enema of the state demo.. I wouldn't have bought them but given the fact that an asshole stolen my whole god damn collection years ago..

so excited...Gonna listen to mark tom and travis show in a while..

Later~

That’s Not Really Cool, That’s Boring...

2007-07-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

“You never make them touch man!”

I just fell of my chair laughing..LOL...

SiCKO

2007-07-01T15:15:00.000+08:00

I just watched this movie last Wednesday, and god damn was it an eye opener. The United States makes me sick, literally, like how almost every health care insurance agency are greedy pricks and take no value in human life. Denying health care for cancer patients, Jesus fucking Christ, move to Canada then, Canada provides free health care.

Michael Moore will ALWAYS have the utmost respect from me for his documentary with the likes of Bowling For Columbine and Fahrenheit 9/11. He's a smart guy and an excellent film maker. He makes many true statements and show powerful and meaningful examples and life stories.Jesus..This guy is a genius. Seriously, he digs deep and addresses a lot of important issues people don't know about and should. I don't know about the rest, but even if you dislike Mike Moore or for the matter don't know who the fuck he is, I recommend watching this documentary.

If you disagree with his Liberal views, wake up. Anyone in their right mind should be considered "liberal" in present-day society.

4 out of fucking 5 stars..

Time...

2007-06-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

Because I know that time is always time
And place is always and only place
And what is actual is actual only for one time
And only for one place
I rejoice that things are as they are and
I renounce the blessèd face
And renounce the voice
Because I cannot hope to turn again
Consequently I rejoice, having to construct something
Upon which to rejoice
Because I know that time is always time
And place is always and only place
And what is actual is actual only for one time
- Thomas Stearns Eliot

This guy is fucking amazing..

Benoit'd...

2007-06-27T12:20:00.000+08:00

Just heard a press conference on the wwe website.
He(benoit) bounded (tied up) his wife by her arms and legs and strangled her on Friday. One report says with an electrical cord but it wasn't confirmed. He killed his son while he was asleep by smothering him. One unconfirmed report says it was with a bag. Then he took his own life by hanging himself from the pulley of some workout equipment in his basement. A bible was found next to both bodies of his wife and his son. They are saying it was premeditated. Steroids were found inside the house.
I wanted to try to remember Benoit for what he did in the ring and not this, I didn't respect Benoit the person, I respected Benoit the wrestler. But I just can't in light of the facts, I just can't. I can't celebrate the career and life of a man who planned the killings of his wife and kids. Chris Benoit can burn in fucking hell for his actions.

I find it funny that after a school shooting people can blame videogames, movies, or music fast enough.
This asshole puts BIBLES beside his murder victims. Anyone blaming religion? no? Could you imagine the field day people would have had he placed copies of san andreas beside them?
Now, I'm not anti-religion. I'm not one of those fuckheads that just tries to rub people the wrong way with their mall-goth anti-god beliefs. I'm just pointing out the stupidity of this double standard.

Chris Benoit from WWE, Found Dead Along With His Wife And Son

2007-06-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. (AP) - WWE wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife, and son were found dead Monday and police said they were investigating the deaths as a murder-suicide.

Detective Bo Turner told television station WAGA that the case was being treated as a murder-suicide, but said that couldn't be confirmed until evidence was examined by a crime lab.

The station said that investigators believe the 40-year-old Benoit killed his wife, Nancy, and 7-year-old son, Daniel, over the weekend, then himself on Monday. A neighbor called police, and the bodies were found in three rooms.

This is fucking sad..and I was looking forward to seeing him at the summer slam world tour...shit is fuck...
I'm not going to excuse Chris Benoit of anything other then being one of the finest pro wrestlers to ever grace a ring. There are a lot of scenarios being thrown out there right now based on the info that's available, but it's wrong to make any kind of accusations until the investigation has concluded.

RIP Chris Benoit, his wife and child.
(this has kind of brought a tear to my eye..)

Telepathy...

2007-06-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

I don't know about you, but hell, Have you ever been in this situation where you have this person on your mind, and would want to give him a phone call, but when you are about to dial, he calls you??
or the time like when you and your friend are having a discussion, and suddenly both of you came up with the same idea?

freaky as hell..

People As Emotions As People Part II

2007-06-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

People As Emotions As People Part 1

Recently it seems that my relationship with my parents and siblings are pretty much fucked. It comes to a point where I don't even talk to them for a whole week.
Its funny looking back at how when I was younger and I would still play games with my brothers and shit, but when we are all adults now, friends matter more than anything it seems. I hardly talk to my brother now, even though we share the same bedroom and shit.
Almost every conversation with my parents would most probably end up with me fighting with them over the smallest bullshit ever, like how I swear I did not put tissue paper into the washing machine but mom insisted I did. It seems that they would never admit their mistakes even though they are wrong in the first place.
Everyone is being pretty fictitious about everything.

I believe that luck and love are the two hardest thing to come by in life. I believe in karma in some sort of a way, not because I am Indian in anyway(lol), where you do good, good things come to you and stuff, but on the contrary, it seems to prove otherwise. I ain't a bad person or anything but hell, god damn it seems like it I am having the worst streak of bad luck ever. Every poker game I played in, changes are I would loose. Getting bad hands ain't something out of the norm. My relationship with people isn't all that great either.

On a side note, school is staring in a couple of days. I am sure I ain't the only one who loafs going back. The things that are troubling most of us would most probably be C# and the other projects.Jeez..
School ain't that fun anymore, last year was pretty much rad,where I used to look forward to go to school everyday at least there was something fun to do or something good to look at. School kills my mind. Education doesn't..

In Delirium...

2007-06-15T18:17:00.000+08:00

This couple of years has been pretty good for the music scene in Singapore, Its amazing how they are able to finally bring in great foreign bands.. Speaking of which, FUCK..THE CURE is coming for the first time. 1st August Singapore Indoor Stadium..I would kill to go for the concert, but given the fact like how all the poseur emo kids would go and half of the crowd would be forty year olds, Its pretty hard for me to decide right now...I need some fucking advice..

All I have been thinking about lately, is nothing but Heroes, God damn, I am obsess like hell.. lol @ The Haitian.. He has yet to reveal his name, jesusss..Hes not even an important character in the whole show to start with, and what the fuck is he gonna do in the upcoming seasons..The last I heard was that Tim Kring has everything mapped out till like season 5 or 6..That means My answers WOULDN'T BE ANSWERED FOR THE NEXT 2 YEARS OR SO...

How to Stop an Exploding Man

2007-06-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

Finally, after having to seat through two sleepless nights, I completed the first season to Heroes.
God damn, I wished the epic fight between Peter and Sylar had been a little more entertaining rather that just trading punches, It started great with the whole matrix thing when Slyar stopped the bullets. The last episode left too much unanswered questions, like what the fuck will happen to Nathan? wouldn't he die from that explosion, and where the fuck did Sylar go?
And what really made me think was the time when Molly mention about the guy who she can't find.
“No. He’s alot worst. Cause When I think about him, he can see me.”

Everything that comes out from Suresh's mouth is my favorite. He never fails to impress me with these great one liners, like "If God created himself in an earth form, then God is a cockroach," in episode one, jesus..He's so damn smart.

Man, I was really hoping the producers would develop Issac Mandez character a little more rather than just letting him die in the hands of Slyar, however I am speculating that Hiro might go back in time and save Issac or something. Jesuss Christ, I can't help but keep thinking on how the story will continue...

God damn, I am so addicted to the point I would do anything just to watch season 2, fucking 24 September 2007!

Omgz...

2007-06-12T17:34:00.001+08:00

No matter what..I am so getting this T- shirt...

2007-06-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

First Day of the holidays, and good god,I slept in till around eleven in the morning and went to grab some breakfast from seven eleven. Came back home and watched comedy central for a good two hours, and so happen south park was on, lol, Eric froze himself and went through time to steal the Nintendo WII and went through a war with the atheist alliance..pretty intense..

Started to do a little of my programming the whole afternoon, only to fall asleep around four thirty. I think I am not going to sleep tonight, I am on my quest to complete the first season of Heroes. I am hesitant on whether to get another carton of Corona since I have finished my six-pack of Corona on Friday. :\

Nothing much to pretty blog about...I think I am gonna watch Heroes now..
Later~

Patriot Act...

2007-06-07T19:30:00.001+08:00

I seriously believe that some sort of a patriot act is being implemented by the government for the longest of time. Seriously, everything is being watched by the government. If you haven't realise, almost every posts made on forums like hardwarezone are being monitored by the police, like how it is always a typical fashion that once a politically incorrect post is made, or something about a bomb threat to something that might stir up racial tension, the police would step in and arrest whomever posted that crap.
They do no even need a search warrant to seize his laptops and search for 'materials' that might make him a possible terror suspect.
Stuff downloaded from the net to the websites you been to are closely monitored by your Internet service provider. I mean, where are your privacy as a citizen of a first world country.

What are the basis as to how "this country is extremely well run compared to almost every other country in the world" when I don't get the privacy I deserved? I am afraid that whatever I say and do online might jeopardize my future by landing in jail. Nothing really serious like committing vices but only because of something I said.Freedom of speech doesn't always apply it seems.

Finally, its Thursday, 1 more day and 2 tests to go before I can take a well deserve break from school, I haven't really been sleeping well for the last couple of weeks.
I think I am going to nap for a while before I start studying for tomorrow's tests.
Peace~

NS Slave

2007-06-03T13:27:00.000+08:00

I woke up this morning only to realise that I am nothing but a NS slave for this country...

Jesus What???

2007-06-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

For whatever the reason, Don't ever try telling your lectures that the reason to why you not cutting your hair is because Jesus too had long hair, If Jesus can have long hair so can you. I came up with that during secondary school because my form teacher was religious, fuck it.. it doesn't seem to work at all...

I came up with another theory that people who have long hair excel better in school, I am pretty sure it shows your creative side. With the likes of Leonardo Davinci and Einstein are a couple of cases.Anyways..I fucking cut every single strand of long hair i have on my head. Its all short now.
Fucking pissed as hell...

I Had It With...

2007-05-31T10:17:00.000+08:00

.....the nation's police force. How hard can it be to just pass a fucking driving test. I mean who the fuck will care about whether you have insufficient acceleration and shit on the roads. All that matters is you can fucking drive a car. Fucking failed for the third time..I am Calling it quits for real. One small mistake..and poof there goes your two hundred bucks.
Fuck all of the sixty year old testers. Come on, having practice road safety on one test doesn't mean you will, once you get your licence and shit.. shallow as hell..

I think I totally screwed my web development test for real, The paper doesn't even have any clear examples to start with. I studied book entries stuff, and non came out.. So much for open book..

Having a huge headache now from the two bottles of corona I drank last night, I think I am gonna go back to bed..Peace

Defuckingpressing Week...

2007-05-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

Sing my praises, and fucking shower me with all the luck and love you can. This week is really fucking depressing.Everything's Fucked up.
All I really need now is as much time and luck as possible

Who the Hell...

2007-05-26T10:13:00.000+08:00

Its pretty funny seeing those scene kids drink like a fucking can of beer outside 7-11 and pretend to be all drunk and shit..lol pussy, and how they would act so god damn cool by smoking, but they wouldn't bother to inhale all the smoke and shit, the smoke stays in their mouth and blow it all out the next second. Total gayness.
If anyone would seriously blow smoke in my face, changes are I would most probably punch them in the throat.

And oh..what the fuck is up with people writing super emo blogs about their feeling and shit? "Today, Tim broke up with me, I want to kill myself, sad!" Come on, Who gives a fuck? No one cares, maybe a friend or two. Its pretty funny seeing what kids do nowadays just to be in the scene, changes are they would most probably fuck up their life some how or another.

Harry Potter or Starwars?

2007-05-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

Apprently Luke skywalker and harry potter are the same.

Meh...

2007-05-23T16:09:00.001+08:00

Fucking failed my driving test again for the second time...
fuckingsaldkalsdka...

There are a couple of times, you might make a comment that sound ultracool or whatever at the moment in time, but a couple of weeks later, you start looking back and think about what you said, and immediately it hits you right in the balls, you realise that what you said might be totally uncalled for and it might come back to haunt you... Admit it, It happens to me all the time...

Drangonforce World Tour 21st May

2007-05-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

Speechless..Words cannot express on what I have got to say about the Dragon force gig last Sunday.. Herman Li and Sam Totman blew the roof of fucking d marquee man..
Manage to fucking get a high 5 from Zp and i am sure Herman gave me the nod.
I would have killed to talk to them and shit right after the shows, but I left too fucking early...and yeah, some asshole stole the pick Sam Totman supposedly threw at me, it dropped on the ground and that guy managed to pick it up before i could even bend down and take it.

Non the less ,I think its depressing for Dragon force to play a show here, like how they headline Ozzy fest last year and shit and played to a sellout metal concert , and like 900 people turned up over here, half of the people felt bored in the middle of everything and walked off.I seriously hope they don't read anything into it and hopefully come back next year or something...
My ears are still slightly deaf from the 2 hours long gig.. amazing.. money well spent...

I am Fascinated By The Fact...

2007-05-16T17:14:00.000+08:00

I have asked myself millions of time why are people so god damn good at the things they do best?

I am fascinated by the fact at how Eric would look at a messy programming code and immediately know where the errors are and shit. If you asked me, I would maybe take twenty minutes or so to even spot one minute error, or how he is able to script out an amazing program in minutes. It is definitely pretty amazing.

Another instance is how people in my Japanese class speak Japanese like how they are characters out of an animation cartoon or some sort, and I could hardly read a single word of Japanese. And that comes to my next point on whether if someone could be born with natural talents, like how some people can draw amazing paintings or play amazing pianos without even practicing. I believe that creativity and talent comes from within, or that talent could be nurtured overtime?

I guess the answer is pretty much having an interest in the things you do best and tons and tons of practice, nothing comes easy it seems. If I would to be granted one wish or some sort, I would kill to be best at everything I do, and then in that case, everything would seem like a breeze.

As Far As Writing Goes...

2007-05-13T17:00:00.000+08:00

As far as writing goes, Charles Bukowski with the likes of Anne Frank or Randy Rhoads for the matter, are great writers in a way. Anne Frank wrote a diary and changed the way history was made, Randy Rhoads wrote musical compositions that were way ahead of his time, and Bukowski wrote the greatest poems ever. I haven't read a great book or one that had left a huge impact in my mind for the past couple of months. I mean people nowadays hardly read anymore I guess. I would rather listen to some music or something. I seriously need to get my hands on Barack’s Obama book. I heard it’s really good.

I fucking believe that we are the most contradictory people ever in this entire universe. I mean like how we are always doing things opposite of what our brain is telling us to do. It is like how people might go around saying shit like they hate this particular person or something, but in actual fact he loves the person to death. Well, something of that sort.

I am in the process of thinking whether I should switch over to wordpress or something, since blogger is being too much of an asshole to fix this whole interface problem. Its been like this for the past couple of weeks. Jesus Christ…. This sucks.. I think I am going to watch some myth busters and go complete all my assignments for school and study for tests.

Later~

Preconceptions

2007-05-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

I belive that only people who watch tabloid TV and read shit like gossip magazines believe that celebrities always get special treatment with crimes. In reality, they get picked on even more. Judges love to fuck with celebrities, because they think the celebrities need to be "learned a lesson". Average Joes get dealt with ALL THE TIME in court. They get lighter sentencing, etc.
Drug dealers in prison are the ones that can afford the most special treatment. They get all the shit smuggled in.

I hope that the recent string of road related accidents wouldn't jeopardize my changes of getting my driver's License.

Fruit For Thought...

2007-05-10T20:47:00.001+08:00

Thinking back about stuff that had happened like two years ago, I'm so happy secondary school is over. I have no regrets about not appreciating the innocence and all that bullshit. It wasn't real, and it finally got to me on a moment-to-moment basis. Now, there's no math teacher or whom ever I have to answer to, and I'm free to do what I want whenever I want. That's my situation. I hear people telling me how they miss school and shit, if you're nostalgic for the "good ol' days", but don't think they're going to be the only "good ol' days" you'll have in your life. Everything was based on a system of control back then in secondary school, I hated every god damn motherfucker there. I am so glad I am starting to move away from typical closed-minded asshats who only care about being something else.

Like Meisner said, be in the moment.

Going With The Flow...

2007-05-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

The difference between a democracy and a dictatorship is that in a democracy you vote first and take orders later; in a dictatorship you don't have to waste your time voting. However, in the same context over here, we vote just to waste time and to show the world who's boss.

Anyways, I received a Erdinger beer advertisment in my email today, hhhaha kind of insane, and come to think of it, I am pretty much sober for like at least six months now. As much as I would love to have a can of calsberg or whatever, most of the time , I am dead tired to even pop a can the moment I reach home. School is killing me for the fact that this semsester is stress as hell, fuck all this projects already. Yes, 11 more days to the dragon force show. Expected to see tons of metal poseurs and fags, well it doesn't matter, as long as I get to enjoy myself and see herman li shred the shit of the guitar.

Blogger blows man, apprently they still have this shitty interface and buttons problem, Which makes blogging kinna hard.

Stinkgaporeans

2007-05-05T11:57:00.000+08:00

It is saddening seeing what this awful society is becoming, where there is no sympathy or whatsoever. Everyone is being the selfish bastard that they are.

Yesterday I left house in a hurry and did not brought along my wallet. Boarded the bus with the handful of coins I had in my pockets.
When I was at the train station, and was about to buy a one way ticket to school, I realised I was short of 20 cents. So I went around begging for that 20 fucking cents. Imagine the fact of going aound asking ten people for 20 fucking cents, and all of them fucking tell you the same reason that they don't have money with them and shit. What the fuck. When did people became so selfish and unsympathic.
I decided to ask the control station for the 20 cents, and as expected, they gave me 4 5-cents coins which is not accepted in the slot machines, so I had to walk to the nearest coffee shop to have that cents changed.

I am seriously sick of all you stinkgaporeans, I had it with all you aunties and heart landers, and I seriously had it with this fucking country..

Great Firewall of China

2007-05-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

Great Fire Wall of China

Just When you fucking thought Communism in China had ended thirty years ago. Here comes the awful truth on what their government are doing. What the fuck , that place actually block information from the world that they deemed inappropriate. Its like how wekipedia is one of their blocked sites and such. So much for fucking communism.

Pretty Intense Stuff

2007-05-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

Things are going to be pretty intense in the next couple of weeks. I am finally going about in writing a long "fan mail" to Mr Zul Othman to tell him how much of a fan boy I am about his article.

Its like , how he comes off as though he knows everything about a particular issue, especially in music and that he knew every single god damn band in the entire universe. When Steve Vai came, he wrote how boring Steve Vai was and that he was a better musician that he was, and that all that is to Steve Vai was his ten minute annoying solos.

I am pretty sure it would be a dream job for everyone to just laze around in office everyday and listen to new music albums and write six reviews every week. I don't know how anyone would be able to write a decent review given the fact he would only listen to th album for a few days or so. Maybe Mr Zul is so opinionated that he would sometimes give 4 stars to a particular album when everyone know that a particle album suck balls. Like the review he did about panic at the disco, which frankly in my option is shitty music that I would never listen to.

Anyways, I would go about writing him an email soon enough.

Anyways, I am pretty tired at the long day at school, I am going to watch some discovery channel shit before going to bed. Later~

Too Legit to Quit

2007-04-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

It comes to a point where obsession has taken over my whole god damn mind.
Lol..I have been cubing like forever and seriously find it really hard to quit, like how I would spend like four hours a day trying to learn all my algorithms and relearning them all over again the next hour. Trying as hard to beat my previous timing and shit. It sucks not being able to solve it under twenty fucking seconds, I am doing sub-50 on average at the moment, :(

I wish i have the time where I can sit down and learn all the cases like in a day, but yeah, I am too fucking lazy to learn all the cases and shit.

School has taken its toll on my body as well, I have been real tired for the past week. Thank god I am able to rest this week. Time to get things done and sleep in to tbe late afternoon tomorrow.

Be back later I guess
~

Dragon Fucking Force

2007-04-19T21:34:00.000+08:00

LOl.. I am sorry to say, I finally got tickets to the Dragon Force Show. Cost me like fifty seven dollars. I am sure it would be really worth it. Herman Li Don't fucking let me down ummkay?

Whoot.Can't Wait..May20th Bitchessss!!

Vtech Just Kicked In, Yo.

2007-04-18T17:44:00.000+08:00

Cho Seung-Hui

Okay, Columbine just got put to shame.
33 dead, wow, who would fucking expect a shooting outside of x-box live at a tech school.

Apparently, some crazy south Korean azn dude killed somebody in the dorms at like 7am, campus wasn't closed. two hours later, he goes into classrooms, chains the doors shut and makes everybody line up. then he started asking where his girlfriend was and if nobody knew, he killed them.

Read More!

All I can really say is that this shit is fuck... I am sure he has serious issues to deal with. God bless the families of those students and professors. I could never imagine it. I am pretty sure racial discrimination would start kicking in. =(

Talking about school, yeah i guess school for the past two days wasn't so bad after all, lol I think this semster would be a killer. Two programming modules and Two business modules. lol.. Thank god I did't have to attend school today. Slept for the whole afternoon, and watch the news for the next four hours.

Anyways, Vtech Just Kicked In, Yo!!!

All Your Base Are Belong To Us!!!

2007-04-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

Cats: How are you gentlemen !!
Cats: All your base are belong to us.
Cats: You are on the way to destruction.

Gahmen Say...

2007-04-12T10:52:00.000+08:00

Quote on quote they say ...

Decision to hike ministerial pay was MOST DIFFICULT but a necessary one to make:PM

LOl..the papers today claimed that almost all the Ministers (and some MPs) have agreed to donate their salary increase to charity.
But sir, if all of you are donating money to charity, what does this signify?
Does that mean that you guys do not need this extra money or that you too might agree that such high pay is simply absurd? or that is used as a cover to appease the discontentment on the ground?? Or is that to show that all of you have a big heart?
So in the first play, why fucking bother to increase your pay when all you guys do is donating them away.
This seriously shows the indecisiveness in the system.

I am pretty sure that We have just spoiled the market, simply think of it man?
Seriously, Don't fucking tell me that with the likes of Tony Blair , Wen Jia Bao or George Bush for the matter WOULDN'T want more than SGD3.5 Million in pay to govern their own countries?

Everyone should shut the fuck up now,
Let's fucking move on i guess, and stop whining like a little girl
In Singapore, i am pretty sure you cannot expect the best of everything for free.
Either ways, It's my parents that are paying them their salaries..
Non of my business..

The end.

Fuck Everything...

2007-04-11T18:25:00.000+08:00

So, You have endured like thirty plus countless number of lessons, with fucked up instructors most of the time and an excruciating six months wait for a fucking twenty-five minutes test, and you god damn know you could drive as well as Michael Schumacher .

You try applying all that heel and toe techniques that you have learned from all that battle gear 4 you have been playing, and how you wish you could do the same thing on the actual test, but its really impossible to calm yourself down when you are going for you actual driving test. I have even gone to the extend of dressing up like a nerd so the tester wouldn't hate me. Seriously non of this help.
KNNCCBBB...I FUCKING FAIL THE TEST AND I HAVE TO WAIT FOR ANOTHER THREE FUCKING MONTHS..

All thanks to a bitch who couldn't fucking keep in her own lane. I was travelling on the expressway at seventy kilometres an hour, and all she wanted to do was do a u turn into my lane, causing a FUCKING ACCCDIDENT..*@*#(*#&@*&#*@
I swear to god i wanted to kill her at that point in time if i had a gun in my pockets. FUCK EVERYTHING..

Oh well, I am going to shut my god damn mouth right now. Who fucking cares if MM LEE is getting like a sixty percent salary rise up to like $3.1 million. No one gives a fuck right? All we have to care about is that we as citizens sustain peace and Harmony right? In Singapore, young fucks like us loose all the time, The higher power are always the one who fuck you over. For real.
I guess the only real reason to why George W. Bush income is way below the 3 million mark is probably because he's a real douchebag i guess. : \

Productivity Zero

2007-03-30T13:35:00.000+08:00

Woke up especially early this morning, I couldn't sleep the whole night through maybe because I drank too much tea before bedtime.
Decided to take a walk and went for breakfast at 8.30am.
I started to realise that I have been sleeping my time away during the holidays.
I would usually sleep in till like the later part of the morning but hell, people are already at work, eating their breakfast at fucking 8.30...

I have yet to do anything productive during the holidays yet, I think i should once I get back from my holiday I guess.
Things to do before the new school term starts:
1. Revision on Japanese.
2. More programming on C#
3. Clean up my table

Currently Listening: Early Days: The Best of Led Zeppelin, Vol. 1

I have yet to even pack my bag when I am suppose to leave like in six hours time..DAMNN
Be back in a couple of days..<3

People As Emotions As People

2007-03-28T12:13:00.000+08:00

It's like "What The Fuck!" you know, all wide-eyed, when somebody exclaims that line, they must mean business. When you are so god damn pissed that you wish you could stab someone in the eye or something. "Hate" wouldn't even be like, a good term to describe the feelings I have towards my parents at times. Its not that I would want to kill them or anything, I still love them somehow, but I hate it when they make decisions for you and expect things to be done their way.
I can never understand why parents love being assholes at times.

While I was having a hard time trying to save enough money to finally buy my dream guitar, finding myself a job, skipping lunch most of the time at school. Soon, my dreams finally came true, I had enough for the first time. God knows what the fuck happened, and suddenly one fine day, here comes my parents telling me to be independent and shit and learn to handle responsibilities. "Go fucking get your driver's licence and take over your brother's car."
Yeah this was what they told me like half a year ago, without any sponsorship or whatsoever, I had to use up like 3/4 of my savings just to apply for a stinking driver's licence, and soon after that, I would most probably have to get a job to pay off the car loans. Way to go for being assholes. Well, looking on the brighter side of things, I could finally have my own ride, without having to take the public transport, squeezing with people all the time. I am going to take my driver's test like in ten days, and i was looking forward into passing and finally try to be happy about the whole damn thing.

And here comes my parents on a Sunday, deciding to put the car up for sale. I am pretty sure some guy bought it or something. Papers were being signed and shit.
"WHAT THE FUCK"... I wanted to kill someone at that point in time. Ten more days, and you are doing this to me. @#@#^@#&@#@*#&*
I have thrown two thousand dollars away on the whole driving course. Its useless when I don't even get to drive. Yeah so much for being ass hats.

On a completely different note, I believe that practice makes perfect.
I always wanted to know why people are so good in sports, music, programming.
And seriously, It is practice. Like how I always wanted to do never ending math equations and solve them all at the end of the day. That would make me happy. I have been practicing like hell on the Rubik's cube recently. I can solve that shit in like 70 seconds. I would kill to solve it under 30 seconds. Well, all i could do now would be to practice twice as hard. Nothing comes easy in life, We just have to realise that shit.

I know some assholes would come and start saying shit that the world is gonna end by 2012 and that nothing really matters in the end, because we are all gonna die. Fuck that shit. I don't really care about what is going to happen in the years to come, the time is now, and I still want to have dreams, things i want to accomplish before I die. I would love to write more, but I have to get the laundries done.

End of Part One

Andy Mckee - Drifting

2007-03-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

This guy is great, one hell- of - a talented musician.

Wrf...

2007-03-23T18:52:00.000+08:00

I have gotten back my year end semester results like a couple of days ago, I have officially fuck up my life so bad. I am sure no local university would wants a student with a pathetic grade point average of like 2.8

I guess being too complacent has gotten the better of me.
The education system is such that if you don't get good grades, you are like screwed for life. Like how I have friends who failed their general papers for their A levels couldn't get a university admission, and an A level certificate is irrelevant in the working world. I believe a college education is pretty important in landing yourself a job in the future. Whatever the case, I think I have to study like thrice as hard for the next semester and get better results. Well its useless crying over spilt milk right now. Sometimes you are lucky, somethimes you are not. This world isn't really all that fair

So much for Year 1...

Commercialism Rules

2007-03-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

It's time to FUCKING REALISE That commercialism is EVERYTHING in the business world..

I finally realise to why musicians and companies sue each other in millions of dollars regards to matters of infringement. This world is selfish and everyone wants their rightful share of the pie i guess.

I don't know how you would feel if you would to own a six thousand dollars Gibson guitar and out there somewhere there are Luther going for like three hundred fucking dollars with exactly the same specs.
As much as i want to feel sore about the whole thing, but things are going to stay the way for years to come. Until when every companies starts buying their own copyrights and stuff.

This brings me to the point where the question is - Do brand really matters?
Let me spell it out so that even a retarded person could grasp the concept of this scam!!!!

The Guitar lists for $6,000.00 and sells for about $3,900.00.
1. Gibson 40% is approximately what the consumer pays for the name $1,560.00
2. Les Paul 5% is approximately what the consumer pays for the name $195.00
3. Zakk Wylde 15% is approximately what the consumer pays for the name $585.00
4. Johnny J Jibroney 20% is approximately what the consumer pays for that name $780.00

Okay, let's do the math. Those figures, which are of course my guess based on reading reviews and articles by Luther makers, add up to a total of $3,120.00 which leaves a whopping $780.00 that you are actually paying for the guitar. I would also venture a guess that the actual cost of manufacturing the Les Paul Style Guitar even in the USA is about half of that $780.00 which is $390.00.

I am sad to say that commercialism rules and resistance is futile.
Luther makers and people who make counterfeit handbags and designer products alike, are out there to make money and most importantly cater to people needs.
The bigger company gets jealous and start suing smaller companies. Like how Ernie ball sued Sx guitars over their Luther-made designs, and how Gibson sued Ibanez and shit. Creative got jealous and sued Apple over their sales of mp3 players.
History has been repeating itself....

Fuck every private unlimited companies that are out there to cheat you of your money to pay for their brands.

Do Brand really matter? You Decide..

Mother Earth 2012

2007-03-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

i came upon an article that says that earth will destroy itself around the year 2012.. The prediction was made by people that predicted the 9/11 and stuff...read on

Apocalyptic predictions

2012 is sometimes claimed to be a great year of spiritual transformation (or apocalypse). Many esoteric sources interpret the completion of the thirteenth B'ak'tun cycle in the Long Count of the Maya calendar (which occurs on December 21 by the most widely held correlation) to mean there will be a major change in world order.

Accordingly, several eclectic authors claim that a major, world-changing event will take place in 2012:

* The 1995 book The Mayan Prophecies linked the Maya calendar with long-period sunspot cycles.
* The book 2012:Mayan Year of Destiny claims the Maya may have been instructed in their wisdom by discarnate entities from Orion and the Pleiades. Contact was maintained through shamanic rituals conducted in accordance with the movements of planets and stars.
* The 1997 book The Bible Code claims that, according to certain algorithms of the Bible code, a meteor, asteroid or comet will collide with the Earth.
* The book The Nostradamus Code speaks of a series of natural disasters caused by a comet (possibly as above) which will allow the third anti-christ to disperse his troops around the globe under the guise of aid in preparation for a possible nuclear war, although in the strictest sense it is unspecific as to nuclear war or some other natural or man caused destruction.
* The book The Orion Prophecy claims that the Earth's magnetic field will reverse.
* The 2005 book Beyond 2012: Catastrophe or Ecstasy by Geoff Stray reviews several theories, prophecies and predictions concerning 2012 and finds where authors have used faulty information or have bent the truth to fit their theories.
* The 2006 book 2012: The Return of Quetzalcoatl by Daniel Pinchbeck discusses theories of a possible global awakening to psychic connection by the year 2012, creating a Noosphere. It also discusses many other aspects of the 2012 phenomenon from a neutral perspective.

Other prophecies and apocalyptic writings and hypotheses for this year include:

* Terence McKenna's mathematical novelty theory suggests a point of singularity in which a great number of things could happen, including "hyperspatial breakthrough", planetesimal impact, alien contact, historical metamorphosis, metamorphosis of natural law, solar explosion, quasar ignition at the galactic core, or nothing. [9]
* The Prophecy of the Popes, attributed to Saint Malachy, speculated that Pope Benedict XVI would reign during the beginning of the tribulation of which Jesus spoke, and sometime later a future pope described in the prophecy as "Peter the Roman", the last in this prophetic list, would appear, bringing as a result the destruction of the city of Rome and the Last Judgment.
* Many new age spiritualists and philosophers ("new-agers") believe humankind will enter an age of enlightenment in 2012.[citation needed] There are a range of varying, generally positive, beliefs shared by a subset of spiritualists from the mundane to exceptional -- including a positive social shift and age of peace, mankind becoming psychic and connected by a collective, and/or an evolution of the human race into non-corporeal beings made of "spiritual" energy, or light energy, i.e. 'ascension'.[citation needed] An alternative view is that we are already thought-forms (see also idealism) and will be realizing our true selves in this year.[citation needed]
* Some alien-enthusiasts, along with some new-agers, believe 2012 to correspond approximately with the return of alien "watchers" or "caretakers" who might have helped the first human civilizations with developing their technology and may have been waiting for us to reach a higher level of technological and/or social advancement.[citation needed] Beliefs range from the extra-terrestrials having benevolent purposes -- such as to help human society evolve -- to malevolent purposes -- such as enslavement of mankind and/or manipulation.[citation needed]
* The Nepalese ascetic Ram Bahadur Bomjon, the so-called "Buddha boy", reportedly told his followers that he would return around 2012.
* Some proponents of a peak oil catastrophe place major events in 2012. Richard C. Duncan's book The Peak of World Oil Production and the Road To The Olduvai Gorge claims that the Olduvai cliff will begin and permanent blackouts will occur worldwide. Several studies predict a peak in oil production in or around 2012. [10] [11] [12]
* Self-proclaimed time traveler John Titor predicts that a catastrophic event "similar to the parting of the Red Sea" will occur.

yup..we are all gonna die in 2012

The Day The Music Died...

2007-03-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

In Memories of Randy Rhoads..
December 6, 1956 – March 19, 1982.

Greatest Musician That Ever Lived..

Movie:300

2007-03-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

I have been a fan of Frank Miller ever since i watched Sincity like three years ago, It was to me like the best film ever, but everything changed when i watched 300 today.
Frank miller is such a rebel, he does whatever shit he wants and it always works out.

**Spoiler Alert!**
I went to the afternoon showing with a couple of my friends today, expecting a kick ass movie. The whole visual style of it is cool to watch in the previews and the first twenty minutes. The visual is so good that it should win some visual awards for sure. The movie looked so clean and well put together. There were no clusterfuck batman begins fight scenes where you couldn't make sense of what was going on. Every frame was clear, every cut was well done, and you were never once lost during an action scene. I was worried Frank Miller might pull a Peter Jackson and drag on past the ending, but the movie wrapped up really well.

The only complain I have is....

The battles start out so awesome, but they drag on way too long and barely develop beyond impaling people and decapitations (like the Neo vs. 1,000 Agent Smiths fight in Matrix Reloaded...zzZzZZzz...). And that huge crazy rhino with a full minute of scary, slow-motion, epic buildup gets defeated by a single spear? It was a real downer. This would have been a lot better off as a video game, because this has a foot-and-a-half in the VG world. Each battle does have a boss in it.

I don't blame the loss of momentum in the movie on the political drama back in Sparta. The lazy narration made it seem like we were watching a Spartan propaganda film sometimes. It's an image style-driven movie, so the script is unsurprisingly bad. And what was with the "oracle" dancing topless in ultra slow-mo with a bunch of satin sheets for two minutes all about? And when were the Persians black?

Overall it was pretty good, but not really as good as Sincity..
Frank miller two thumbs up brah!

I Can Never Understand

2007-03-14T14:03:00.000+08:00

I can never really understand the way the female brains works, I mean like how every girly blog writes about what they did today, their out most feeling of hate, love or anger. I am pretty sure there are certain kind of things people don't really give a shit about, like so and so fuck so and so, or who's your lover and shit..
lol..no one gives a fuck..

I can never seriously write stuff about my emotions or whatsoever, maybe its because its really hard to disclose all of your emotions in a couple of sentences, and be really pretentious about it. I have so many thoughts in my head that i think its best to write everything down so i wouldn't forget them in times to come. Whatever.

And just the other day, i was really bored, so i decided to visit a website i haven't been to for ages.. friendster.com.. lol, i can't believe that place is still functioning with new updates and stuff.. I guess i have to hate myself for not being aware.

As much as i want to continue ranting shit, i am forced into catching a movie with Jamesfuckhead!
Later~

A Phonecall Away

2007-03-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

It's depressing to know how friendship is based entirely on communication.
Let us not fake ourselves in to believing that there is a thing
known as friends forever.I used to believe that if you have friends who are close to you like brothers, changes are things will stay the way forever.

I hardly talk to my childhood friends now. Yeah, i am sure everyone is busy with their own lives, but it's not that hard just to call and talk..
It's sad but true that i haven't spoken to Sven for more than a year.
I am sure there is nothing much to talk about after not seeing each other in years, and thus resulting in not speaking at all after that.And i guess that is how friendship ends.

Whatever it might be, just call someone you haven't spoken in years and tell them you still remember them and shit. It ain't that hard

Charity & Religion

2007-03-08T14:42:00.000+08:00

I have no right in saying whether God exist or not. I am sure we will eventually find out when we die. Christians will tell me that accepting Jesus would ensure myself a place in heaven, the other religion condemns their followers to hell?
I have this theory for the longest of time that when we die, our religion dies along with us.

One thing that i have always wanted to know and don't understand is how pastors survive and who pays them their salaries?
My uncle was once a pastor and i heard he gets like eight hundred dollars as monthly allowance. If that is the case, why are the pastors of City Harvest Church so highly paid. Sun Ho lives in a bungalow in Orchard Road.

I have friends who tell me that people who attends City Harvest Church would contribute ten percent of their salaries to the Church , and this money would thus be used for extending the church premises and pay pastors their salaries.
In any case , The pastors make a living from these donations!!!
Having an occupation as a pastor makes you a member of the social service group, and they don't even need to contribute funds to their CPF.

Being a christian and attending church are two different matters all together, you can still be faithful if you don't attend church. What i am trying to say is that if a church runs itself like a business, where have all the morals gone to?
I am pretty sure than monthly contributions are more than its monthly expenditure.
Funds might be used to invest in other private sectors like private schools and companies.

If churches would run on the same system as the NKF, shouldn't the government step in to investigate? Or that since churches are places of worship, the government shouldn't intervene since religion is considered a harsh issue here in Singapore?
Secondary school students being exploited to help the NKF get funds during flag day to pay for their director's holiday to Disneyland and paying pastors salaries based on donations share the same similarities.
I have nothing against Christianity , but rather on the way churches are run over here.

To many people, attending Sunday church is more like a place for networking, making new friends and treating it like a book club.
If you would consider yourself as a faithful christian, read the bible, and understand every line and sentence written in it, and be smart when donating your money.
Unfortunately, most Christians are just Sunday Christians. Kindly do stepped into a church & you'll find out why. All are hypocrites and are damn good at putting up a show on Sundays. By the way, what's lacking amongst God's people right now is not the lack of Bible knowledge, but from the lack of Love towards one another & their neighbors. Maybe Singapore is a country devoured by commercialism and materialism and I'm not surprised many a Christians are being hoodwinked into the devil's plans.

The end.

Use Your Brains...

2007-03-05T16:41:00.000+08:00

In any case where you decide to end your life, whatever the reason,
Please Don't BE A FUCKING REBEL and jump of the Mrt tracks.
2006 has been a year of countless copycats.
Thanks to that fellow that jumped the tracks at lakeside, i am sure his family is rich now. I am sad to say that the media wouldn't be as kind this time round to write anymore reports on the papers to publish your sad death.
Imagine reading about one Mrt suicide every month, what does it have to say about the government? Its obviously a sign of protest, people will start to question the PAP about such matters.
And what would the government do? YEAH fuck.. they would implement their plans on building barriers for real this time, resulting in higher transportation prices(we don't want that)! Not only that, you put thousand of commuters jobs/education at risk!

Stop being a selfish bastard, before you jump think about the other four million of us, you uncaring elite!!

Insane Moves

2007-03-03T15:56:00.000+08:00

How crazy can those japanese get?
I thought that spinning pens during class was gay, boy was i wrong.
Look at what this guys are doing..Insane!!

Goodbye Ten Million

2007-03-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

The dream about me being the next millionaire in singapore is dashed.=(
Seventeen dollars on system seven and not even a single number came out..@%#^@#^@#
I am sore for the fact that only two lucky motherfuckers won the top prize..

Living the Singaporean Dream

2007-02-28T19:44:00.000+08:00

"It took me a while to come with an essay that most probably no newspaper agencies in this country would ever publish, so much for censorship."

What is it to you to live the Singaporean dream? I am sure for many of us Singaporeans, living the Singaporean dream is to strike the ten million lottery ,getting our children in to top primary schools, being a government scholar , being an elite , even to the extend of running for presidency , etc.

What is it with the society that came about this dreams I wonder at times. It’s not hard to figure out that the standards of living over here in Singapore has been getting higher and higher over the couple of years, with global traders and internationally events staging their events in our state, I am pretty sure it would be in a matter of years before Singapore becomes a class of its own. With many of us locals, living in government housing, holding nine to five jobs, it’s not surprising to see long queues outside Singapore pools every weekends where us Singaporeans would place our bets on be it 4D/TOTO, hoping to be the next millionaire where we could finally have a better way of life by living in private housing or owning a BMW seven series or quitting your day job and play golf instead for that matter just to keep up with society.

What is your Singaporean dream? If I would to have my own Singaporean dream, it would be for us Singaporeans to be a little more gracious and learn to be smarter at times. I mean, we are so used to being so safe and protected that we do not even care at times about national matters. No one gives a shit about politics now am I right? We are so used to being spoon fed by the government that we don’t even care about voting. It’s saddening to know that girls my age group, don’t really talk about politics, all they would most probably care about is sappy Korean dramas and whatever that is Korean. It’s not really that hard to put your heads together and just think.
We should seriously learn to be more gracious in a way. I had it with people pushing their way into train carriages and people being inconsiderate, like how every god damn aunties occupying two seats on buses.
I had it with every Ah bengs and Ah lians having things done their way. Enough is enough.

If being a cowboy in Texas is being regarded as the American Dream, I don’t see why a revolution among us people would be such a bad idea after all.

If you have read this whole post, I commend you and wish you the best of health for the rest of your life.

Its Been a While

2007-02-27T01:53:00.000+08:00

I haven't really posted in weeks partly because my laptop crashed. Apparently Toshiba Laptops seem to suck. I have to wait for two weeks just to get a new motherboard and Ram. Damn you Toshiba. I would say these couple of weeks went by pretty fast , Chinese new year is over so are the exams.
I am sure there is no reason to cry over spilt milk right at this point,the exams are over, there is seriously nothing you can do about it.

I think i should get a job or something for the next nine weeks or so, it sucks to do nothing and sleep the day away..

I am tired..peace!

If You Care About Politics...

2007-02-15T19:17:00.000+08:00

Then you'll agree with me that this is the best fucking speech ever given.

1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uZVrmAtwgcA
2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n1yXa7PKRWk
3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ZRjvEV70Lc

If this man isn't the next president of the united states , I don't know who is. He's in every way, a revolutionary.I am pretty sure he's bigger than Mao or Che for the matter..
If you don't know who the fuck is Barack Obama, you odd to shoot yourself in the head.

So yeah..

2007-02-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

I don't know about you , but i don't really care about valentines day.
What sup with dummies like every boy and girl buying flowers today?
Everyone know its a day made up my some corporate-unlimited hell who buy and sell and make money just by forcing people to buy a couple of flowers of gifts at a higher price just on this day..What a sick marketing scheme!
Jesus fuck..Give me a break.
Well, you might come back at me by saying what a douche i am, but who cares, whatever, at least my parents invited me to dinner..
I would love to try throwing shit at couples on the next valentines day..yeahhh
A beer would be great right now..

I am tired, and there is still school tomorrow..
I am out of here..
peace..

Spring Cleaning Is a Bitch....

2007-02-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

I managed to clear the hell out of two old cupboards filled with books that most probably left there for more than five years..
There are still tons of shit to clear man.. it sucks...
So much for years and years of rubbish all piled up and clearing them all in a matter of days..
my room is still in a huge pile of mess...arhhhh

Herman Li Is One Insane Motherfucker!

2007-02-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

All i have been listening to lately is pretty much dragonforce..
Herman Li is seriously insane..
The way he shreds seriously kills flies off the wall or something..
Herman Li is officially my new hero..

Just look at the way he shreds..gnarly...

Have you seriously gave a thought on what you wanted to be when you grow up when you were younger?
Well, i wanted to be a lawyer when i was four, and all i really wanted to do was to play music when i was fourteen.. but they say, this is Singapore , you are not going to make it if you are not a doctor, a businessman, a surgeon and being a musician right here in Singapore and being a Chinese brings you no where.If you ever going to end up being a musician in Singapore, you got to be really good or else changes are, your future is fucked. I mean your years of education is most probably going to be a waste and everything..Then again, Herman Li made it. My dreams are now...

All These Boys And Girls...

2007-02-06T01:57:00.000+08:00

It's weird how when you're younger, you want to take over the world
and the older you get, it seems less real and then you
just forget about it...

All these boys and girls. "The Youth of Singapore."
Yeah, yeah. Mothers across the country must be real proud.
I would rather stab myself in both eyes with a nail than become one of them. My dreams are right now.
Knowing the history of this society, my wishes will be crushed.
It's happened before for many others. And it'll happen to me also. The END.

Philosophy Kills..

2007-02-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

I don't know how I would react towards studying philosophy and things of such nature. I don't know. I would enjoy it, find it remotely interesting, or disregard it within 5 minutes of reading up on it. I'll probably check it out sometime and explore its contents. Many new ideas are shown to us in many different ways. Old ones can be shown again but in a new manner. This way, no one will be missed and everyone will understand very, very well. It's only a matter of time. I believe poetry exists wherever passion exists also. They represent each other. Honesty is key.
School kills my mind.
Education doesn't.

Lol @ Friday

2007-02-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah, Went down to town this afternoon to celebrate Fatin's and Eric's Birthday.
Lol, we went to Ramen Ten For ramen.
Pretty Neat stuff, my meal cost like fourteen bucks..Whoot..
Went down to harbour front after that, Went to meet Sam for a while, and i went home like around six thirty..
Overall, its a good day mang..
Yeah..Happy Birthday to Fatin & Eric once more..

djaskdjask..I am clearing the fuck out of my whole hard disk just because of this shitty Msn virus..damn..Eight hours remaining..i am pissed!!!! =(

I'm Going Off The Rails On A Crazy Train.....

2007-02-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

Crazy, but that's how it goes
Millions of people living as fools
Maybe it's not too late
To learn how to love
And forget how to hate

Mental wounds not healing
Life's a bitter shame
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train

Rock&Roll!!!

Start Asking Question....

2007-01-31T18:56:00.000+08:00

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Small Talk:I most probably fuck up my Japanese test, but whatever..
two more days till the holidays..gnarrr....
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I ain't sure but I been told, that there is someone of a higher power somewhere above, he's most probably bigger than any thing else. I am sure that Jesus or Buddha or Muhammad would seek him out. This higher power is the one who rule this planet earth, decides on natural disasters and widespread of diseases. Its sad but true, we are nothing but puppets.
As we become older, we start to ask questions.
I started to question quotes written in the new testaments.I started to question the reasons to why we actually exist and shit.
I stopped attending church when i was fifteen. Its not about being an asshole or whatever, its more about seeking answers on my own.
I am glad at the fact that i am an atheist.
Religions is not for everybody..
I am not against anyone who is religious or whatever, Do whatever that makes you happy...If loving Jesus makes you happy, go for it...

Finally the holidays are coming..I am sure there is plenty of time for me to do whatever i want..TIME TO FUCKING ROCK & ROLL!hell yeah..

Anyways, signing off right now...
<3

Finally a New Direction

2007-01-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

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Small Talk:One presentation down,One test down..Three to go...
I seriously hate it when people are so god damn shallow where everything revolves around being materialistic and self gain...
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I guess I don't know where to begin. Maybe because I don't know how it's going to end. Closure would be nice but at this point, I just need to create my own. It's weird how quick things can change. But they have. It's just transition right now. It's all a phase. A moment in time. I'm just tired of it feeling like it's in slow motion. I'll just never have respect for liars and will never understand them. Like I've said, honesty is something I'll live by and something I will die by. But I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and that everyone will get what they deserve in the long run. There's a bigger picture out there. Something bigger than this. Something bigger than myself. Finding it out and living through it is the challenge.

Maybe life will be better this year. I have a lot of plans and hopes that I'm holding onto for the life of me. I'll be getting my driver's licence soon, and I know that's going to change my life. I'm getting new pickups soon so I can finally start playing real high pitch harmonics or record some songs or something.Maybe by the end of the year I'll have a band.Its time to stop cherishing false hopes and finding something that is worthy to think about.I need a new direction. This is my new direction.

<3
Melvin~

Every Winning Opinion...

2007-01-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

Every sick, fickle fucker, childhood's what makes you...
Weigh those opinions, more like air than lead...
Every planned occupation, surefire disappointment up ahead...
See mirages of friendship, face turns read...
Here's the soon to be anchor
Build bridges to nothing, you'll get nowhere...
And what about science?
They find proof and let you make your own decisions...
Every childstar wonders,If they have a future up ahead...
Every kindhearted banker,I don't think there is one...
Every winning opinion,Stand on platforms in water...
Filling jars full of silence you'll get nowhere...

I Am Angry At The Fact...

2007-01-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

I can't help but to feel pissed as fuck every time I listen to dude ranch.
I seriously god damn hate the motherfucker who fucking stole my mark tom and travis show Cd and enema of the state australian print.They probably worth a couple of hundred on ebay right now. :(

Singtel Sucks!!

2007-01-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

Businessmen In Their Unlimited Hell

2007-01-16T17:45:00.000+08:00

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Small Talk:I stopped believing in the whole charity thing.
I ain't spending my next dollar on your trip to fucking Disneyland.
Take that you business unlimted Fucks..
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As much as i want to write about the whole NKF saga and shit,but if i would seriously write on that,my future would most probably be down the drain.
There are certain kinds of things on that you can and cant write on the fucking Internet..Well maybe in Singapore context.I ain't wanna spend two years in prison just because of my random rant on how an asshole squandered millions of dollars on fucking gold taps and business class flights..Durai Can Burn In hell for all that matter..

My next string instrument!

The banjo is seriously insane.The banjo seriously shreds.
Everyone should seriously hear a banjo solo..It goes like bloop bloop bloop of speeds of like 150342 notes/second
Its way metal....\m/

I feel....

2007-01-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

Metal as fuck right now....

i am so metal that I play with 2 strings on my 12 strings guitar....